DADDY MISS FIRSHAH...

DADDY MISS FIRSHAH...

DEMI CINTA

Ku sedar ku berdosa
Kerna sering menyakitimu
Membuatkan kau terluka
Berteman rasa kecewa

Walau berdepan derita
Kau selalu terus setia
Dan bertahan demi cinta
Yang pernah ku janji dulu

Besar salahku pada dirimu
Tak terbanding kasih yang kau beri
Dan tetap menggenggam erat cinta

SHAYUNK.... kaulah cahaya
Menyuluh jalanku untuk kembali
Dan pegang pada tali cinta
Yang pernah ku lafaz dahulu

SHAYUNK.... buka hatimu
Biar ku rawat segala deritamu
Agar kita mampu terus hidup
Nikmati bahagia

Walau berdepan derita
Kau selalu terus setia
Dan bertahan demi cinta
Yang pernah ku janji dulu

Besar salahku pada dirimu
Tak terbanding kasih yang kau beri
Dan tetap menggenggam erat cinta

SHAYUNK... kaulah cahaya
Menyuluh jalanku untuk kembali
Dan pegang pada tali cinta
Yang pernah ku lafaz dahulu

SHAYUNK... buka hatimu
Biar ku rawat segala deritamu
Agar kita mampu terus hidup
Nikmati bahagia

SHAYUNK.... kaulah cahaya
Menyuluh jalanku untuk kembali
Dan pegang pada tali cinta
Yang pernah ku lafaz dahulu

SHAYUNK... buka hatimu
Biar ku rawat segala deritamu
Agar kita mampu terus hidup
Nikmati bahagia

Bahagia....

                                                                                        -EZAD-

Forever - Rascal Flatts

"Forever"

Ooh. Hiya.
I miss you so much
Your light, your smile, your way
and everything about us.
Now you're gone,
You're still here in my heart, in my tears.
Yeah you sure left your mark.
And we were just getting started.

It wasn't long enough,
It wasn't long enough together
but it was long enough,
yeah it was long enough to last forever.

Sometimes I get so mad, I scream, I swear at this
cause this isn't how we planned it.
I sit here in a cold room
prayin', waitin' on you,
to run back through that door,
to the way it was before
you left

I've been cheated (I've been Cheated)
Defeated (defeated, to believe)
To believe that you're gone.
(You're gone, you're gone)
Ooh it was wrong (so wrong, so wrong)

It wasn't long enough
It wasn't long enough
It wasn't long enough

No

It wasn't long enough....

Isteri Pencetus Maksiat

Well, Jikalau ditegur lain pula ceritanya nnti, malah akan mendapat s znfjv

enjoy your life soon...

Nora - Interlud

ASHOUZA'S JOURNAL... - Home

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Yours, Mine, Ours

Your words cut me to the bone.
Your kisses burn worse than acid tears.
Your hugs infect me with your diseased heart.
Your love is a fairytale straight from story tale pages.
Your eyes I get lost inside of each time you stare.
Your smile makes me throw up silently in my mouth.
Your mind makes my head spin and my thoughts race.
Your lies hurt more than you'll ever know.

My words fall off your back like water off an umbrella.
My kisses are passion filled but you're blind.
My hugs are sincere but you don't care.
My love is pure, real and true but it doesn't matter.
My eyes fill to the brim with tears that fall effortlessly.
My smile is sweet and innocent but you took that away.
My mind is full of thought of you and us but you find it humorous.
My lies are nonexistent because my words are from the heart.

Our words together don't mesh
Our kisses together are like fishes under water.
Our hugs together are flimsy.
Our love together is not right.
Our eyes together interlock and the passion fizzled.
Our smile together is more fake thn your love for me.
Our mind together is dangerous.
Our lies together destroys everything around us.

We The Kings - Sad Song (Lyric Video) ft. Elena Coats

U MAD FOOL..??? SO AM I...!!!

Vic Mensa - U Mad ft. Kanye West



Well, if you guys feeling "MAD" at something, like I am right now, I guess this song will sooth you up and calms you down... Btw, ignore the line which says " No Ramadhan but the Bitches Fast..!!!!" why..? because It Is Ramadhan this Month Fool..!!! hahahahahahah...!!!! Later...!!!!  Ok, Im supposed to be Pissed...!!!! Here's the Link if youcant watch the video above.......  :-     https://youtu.be/fP8FMdVcCQQ

"Trust Me"

                                                                     

                                                               "Trust Me"



J.U.S.T.I.C.E. League

Every time I go, they keep telling me no
And life's travelling fast all around you, whispers about my past
I can tell you anything I want
But I'd rather rewrite my wrongs if I'm allowed to
So let me know if you can trust me
If you can trust me, then trust me
If you can trust me baby
If you can trust me, then trust me

This your moment baby, I'm just trying not to miss it
You just gotta keep it 100 with all your bitches
Tell 'em that you fucking with a thug who got a pistol
That sip codeine and made a quarter million of a chickens
But you know every boy gotta man up
And what's the point of fucking if we can't love?
I wonder she's right
I know I broke her heart now, now I understand her
I know that she wanna forgive but I know better she'll never forget it
All of the people that's all in her head, wish she could make up her mind with decisions
Already heard that she fucked with a player, told me she never would fuck with a player
Even when I was that nigga in jail, one visitation but never no mail

Every time I go, they keep telling me no
And life's travelling fast all around you, whispers about my past
I can tell you anything I want
But I'd rather rewrite my wrongs if I'm allowed to
So let me know if you can trust me
If you can trust me, then trust me
If you can trust me baby
If you can trust me, then trust me

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ME, MYSELF AND MBA.....

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My Diary

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PELANGI PETANG....

Ku meniti awan yang kelabu,
Ku tempuhi lorong yang berliku...
Mencari sinar yang menerangi... Kegelapanku....
Ku percaya nanti suatu masa,
Sang Suria kan menyinar jua...
Membawa harapan yang menggunung,
Bersamanya......

Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi,
Tak bercahaya namun kau berseri...
Tapi cukup menghiburkan Hati ini....
Seharian Waktubersamamu...
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu....
Bagai pelangi Petang Kau kan Pasti,
Pergi Jua...........

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Chris Brown - Don't Judge Me (Audio)

The Fact That Youre Just Using Me.... Go To Hell Wtih Your So Called drama.....

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5 Surprisingly Predictable Ways to Measure Your Risk of Divorce

What separates good marriages from bad marriages? It is true love, never going to bed angry, good communication? Or is it something more… predetermined?

Fear of failure grips many brides and grooms as they approach the altar and say their “I do’s,” particularly children of divorce.

Whether you’ve been married two years or twenty, it’s hard to ignore talk of rising divorce rates – especially when you’ve witnessed it in your own family. But in reality, blanket statements about the risk of divorce have nothing to do with your own marriage.

If you look closer at several key risk factors, you’ll get an accurate picture of where you might be headed and whether your marriage will stand the test of time – or fall short of what you expected.

1. Your parents divorced before age 10

While it might not come as a surprise that your own parents’ divorce put you at higher risk for divorce, what you might not know is that gender is also a factor. Daughters of divorced parents have a 60% higher divorce rate in marriages than children of non-divorced parents, while sons have a 35% higher divorce rate.

In addition to gender, age plays an important factor as well. As explained at length in Daniel Goleman’s book, “Emotional Intelligence”, the neurons in your brain are formed and strengthened during your first 10 years. These neurons are imprinted by the behavior of the adults that raise you and if your parents divorced during this critical time in your life, you are more susceptible to divorce in your own marriage.

Did your parents remarry? According to Nicholas Wolfinger, Understanding the Divorce Cycle, Cambridge University Press, 2005 if your parents remarried after divorcing, you are 91% more likely to get divorced yourself.

2. You’ve been divorced once before

Ever heard the saying history repeats? When it comes to marriage and divorce, there’s no denying there’s some truth in that statement when 67% of second marriages and 73% of third marriages end in divorce.

While there are many reasons for this high failure rate, topping the list are people who fail to understand the mistakes from their first marriage and subsequently repeat the same mistakes or marry the same kind of person in their second, third and fourth marriages.

Additionally, fear of the unknown is no longer a factor for those who have experienced divorce. Men and women who have already gone through a divorce might find that since they’ve handled divorce once, they can do it again. They might even recognize the same warning signs from their first marriage and react quicker in an attempt to minimize the pain and agony their second time around.

3. Your relationship with your father was weak or non-existent

Little is discussed in terms of a mother and father’s role in a child’s development. If you compare the childhood relationship between fathers of notorious dictators and fathers of our most influential leaders, you’ll begin to see a consistent theme:

Strong emotional bond between father and child between ages 1-10 = happy, successful adult.

When a child’s relationship with his or her father is weak or non-existent, they suffer as adults, particularly if the did not have a strong mother or influential adult in their life.

Look to your own life or those around you. Think of the most happy, successful person you know. How was their relationship with their father between the ages of 1-10? Now think of the most troubled person in your life. Was their father there to support and encourage them as a child or was he “just kind of there” – or non-existent?

4. You cohabitated before marriage

While this statistic may seem straight out of the 1950’s, in addition to being credited for decreasing the number of divorces, cohabitation is still a big risk factor for divorce.  Multiple studies have proven that couples who cohabitate face a 12% higher risk of divorce. There are many theories surrounding this risk factor, from lack of commitment to a greater sense of “self” than “us”.

5. You argue about finances once a week

Money problems are a huge marriage killer. According to Jeffrey Dew, “Bank on It: Thrifty Couples Are the Happiest,” University of Virginia/National Marriage Project/The State of Our Unions, 2009, if you argue about finances once a week, your marriage is 30% more likely to end in divorce than couples who argue less frequently about finances. According to this study, when one spouse earns a significantly higher salary while the other spends an exorbitant amount of money, a divorce can be 45% more likely to occur (as you might expect). Regardless of financial status, setting a budget the two of you can mutually agree upon goes a long way toward building a stronger marriage and fending off divorce.

                   

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HARDEST MISTAKES......

So many reasons to live  I need to let them show I've made the hardest mistakes  I need to let them go.... I'll be there with you 'til the end's upon us when our eyes collide, I know you well Your stare sees directly through me

Let yourself go  This is the only time to feel alive This brings me out to you and I'll say I'll scream it until my heart comes out of my chest And leave it to the music to transcend the rest This life is just a perfect fit....

Through The Years...

CHRONIC MENTAL ILLNESS...

Yes I’m Bad…. Yes I’m Hopeless If That’s What You Called It… Yes I know I’ve Hurt You… But Cant You See, I’m still Here, I’m Still Wandering In This Fuckin Place… I Dont Believe That I Deserved To Be Treated Like This… You Know Better That My Sacrifices Is As Much As Yours…. And I’ve Done So Much For You Just Like You Did For Me…

My soul suffers A lot…. Not Because Of The Violence Of The Bad people, But Because Of Silence Of Good people…. Fine, If Forgiveness And Giving In Is My Weakness Point, Than I’m The Strongest Person In The World…. Yes, I’m Weak…. But The Weak Can Never Forgive… Forgiveness Is A Attribute Of The Strong…. I Am THANKFUL To All Those Who Said ‘NO’ To Me…. It’s Because Of Them, I Did It Myself….

It Doesn’t Matter Anymore… My Tears Are Not For You To Watch Anymore… My Cries Are Not For You To Laugh Anymore… Cant You See..?? Im Far Better From You Now… You Cant Be Bothered About Me, Too Bad Because I’ve Achieved More Than You Just Within Weeks… All I Want Was Sincere, Your Loyalty, Our Privacy And Of Course Your Love… Your Pure Love… Your Divine Love… Your Sacred Love… Your Tormented Love… Your Painful Love… Your Burden Love…. Your Ego Love… Your Selfish Love….  

August Alsina - No Love ft. Nicki Minaj

         




She said she want to stay together
I don't think I can ooh

Red light
You know I can't make this thing that official
Believe we had a great night
But I ain't the type to tell you that I miss you, shit
You don't like that, I make this easy, leaving
After sexing on the floor
Baby, I know you need me like I need you
But I'm not the one you wanna love

So just pop a couple bands with a nigga like me
Loving ain't the same with a nigga like me
You use to them but ain't no loving me
I hear what you would say and girl it's clear to see
You should just drink a couple drinks with a nigga like me
You probably go insane with a nigga like me
Let's just party till we can't, ain't no loving me
And I'm the one to blame, ain't no loving me
So don't come looking for love

No love 
Don't come looking for love
No love 

Shorty if you looking for somebody tryna settle down
Probably won't be around, nah baby
You should hit me when you tired of playing up in the house and ain't nobody around
You need that
When you need that late night
We can both make love to the daylight
You got it girl, you got it girl
But you know I can't stay right? Nah babe
All I want is you so what you tryna do?

Until the morning we can freak but, baby girl, you gotta know, know, know
We can rumble in these sheets but after this you gotta go, go, go
Don't take it personal
When it feel so good we cannot get emotional
But that is when you find out that it hurts the most
Since then I've always been like "Trust nobody, show no love."

LEAVING ME......

You Walked Away From me....
Screaming For The Kids To Get In The Car,
And I watched You Cruising Away.....
I Reached The Phone To call you,
You Said Bye2 And And You hang Up on Me...
I Called You back, Over And Over Again....
How Could You Leave Me..??
What have I Done Baby..???
You Make Me Suffered And Painful,
You make Me Go Crazy......

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I'M YOURS... by The Script

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart 
You wrap you thoughts in works of art 
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart 

I may not have the softest touch 
I may not say the words as such 
And though I may not look like much 
I'm yours 
And though my edges may be rough 
And never feel I'm quite enough 
It may not seem like very much 
But I'm yours.......

You heeled these scars over time
Embraced my soul 
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died 
My knees went week and you saw me cry 
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes 

I may not have the softest touch 
I may not say the words as such 
And though I may not look like much 
I'm yours 
And though my edges may be rough 
And never feel I'm quite enough 
It may not seem like very much 
But I'm yours...... 

I may not have the softest touch 
I may not say the words as such 
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours.....

You're The Reason I Come Home

Watching you watching me,
A fine way to fall asleep.
The neighbors fight,
As we both rest our eyes.

Hands in the fallen snow;
Numb to the winter cold,
But we don't mind,
'Cause we'll get warm inside.

You're the reason I come home.
You're the reason I come home, my love.
You're the reason that when everything I know falls apart...
Well, you're the reason I come home.

Paper doll silhouettes,
Fingertips on window glass;
The street's asleep,
So I breathe you in deep.

The tragedies of chemistry,
People dream of what you and me 
Have found...
Effortlessly.

You're the reason I come home.
You're the reason I come home, my love.
You're the reason that when everything I know falls apart...
Well, you're the reason I come home.

And for a long time, I remember,
Saying prayers for something perfect,
Saying prayers for someone kind.
It's in my head,
We're spinning circles down the avenues instead.

You're the reason I come home.
You're the reason I come home, my love.
You're the reason that when everything I know falls apart...
Well, you're the reason I come home

IT'S NOT GOODBYE....

And what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong

Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me

Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again
I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long

It's just a matter of time I'm sure
But time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again

Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again
I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

SayWeCanFly - Between The Roses (LYRICS)